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All This Time I've Felt Like Nothing

by Take Care

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Agent K
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Agent K Another excellent Pop-Punk band from Maryland.
All Time Low vocal harmonies support lead howler Tyler Hill's pleading vocals.
This is a little Emo tinged with a hint of old school DC hardcore chops musically.
Very compelling tunes.
11 trax for Name Your Price.
Steven Fisher
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Steven Fisher I think we can all relate to the idea of feeling like nothing, every painfully honest and heart wrenching lyric screamed out on this album makes it a must have for any pop punk fan. Favorite track: ...And I Really Can't Take It Back.
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1.
1/2/09 01:40
All this time I've felt like nothing So thanks for reassuring me I'm not what I'm cut out to be I never meant to stand Right in your wake But you were the only thing that kept me sane A feeling not so common to my brain I've always been someone so easy to replace Come what may But I don't think I'll ever see the day Where I learn from my mistakes And lay to rest the ache That eats away at me every single day
2.
Loiter 00:55
Against your better judgement You stood up and walked away Forcing fate to have its way and take my place I'll bide my time instead And let you loiter in my head While continuing to disregard Every word you've ever said
3.
I've been locked out of your life for what feels like ages and I cant seem to put the words I have to say on a page in spite of recent events I hope you know why I've been crawling out of this hole I put myself in I dug this early grave to bury my name Under twisted words and constant shame Let these thoughts conspire so the sun can set And breathe new life into the time we used to spend Caught up in thoughts like this On nights where tired is a feeling that sleep can't fix and I'm so sick of waiting on rain to wash away the rest of the day we leave the feeling of guilt behind to watch me grieve so I can believe that force fed lies will cleanse my mind Give me one look at your face So I can clearly say that love is just a passing phase We all get over We've clearly worn it out Its time to stop this here and now So I don't fill this heart with doubt
4.
On My Own 02:54
It doesn't feel any different You placed the blame on her And left me defeated Now all my strengths been depleted I suppose I wasn't the one That you needed We're never facing the same way On different paths Because we couldn't find The words to say On that fateful day Now you're acting Like we've never met When you were the one Who woke and left Out of the state And on your merry way It doesn't make any sense You left the best part Of your life behind For the future tense To make it seem like everything Was all wrong I'm not one to let go But I'm not forcing you To stay here anyway But to think that I might find my way Without a place to stay And to think that I might learn to grow Without your heart to call my home Wishful but I think I'll make it on my own Seven years For what I thought Would break the silence But I was all wrong You never even cared at all You never could
5.
Beaten broken bruised and shattered bones Are all I have to show to let you know That I've let myself go For what seems to be The lack of inspiration And a reason to breathe Falling backwards in my worst attempt to clean up this mess And loathing in my lack of forward progress I've been Searching for something stable That I'll never be able to find Say what you want about the blood in my veins I can cope with this pain If it's worth all the wait It's funny how all these things work out Searching miles away For things I haven't found Humor every attempt That I take to make amends And tie up loose ends I've was searching for something stable Did that ever cross your mind You've let this stop my breath for the last time So bury me And take what's mine
6.
Reverie 02:39
7.
Nothing has changed Even if we're trading places in the picture were still in frame So hard to rearrange Life's finally catching up And now I'm done Maybe I'll find a way To whip myself into shape So I don't fade away Lesson learned Bridges burned Tables turn I don't see how I'll ever let this go Not so long ago There was a time in the prime of my life Where I had so much room to grow But I let that go How many times will i have to try To see the brighter side of what I need to find
8.
I tried to make amends And settle for nothing less Than what I was led to believe was a safe bet She told me that we'd patch things up in the end It's clearly written In every single letter that sits beside my bed Isn't it strange how the record plays Repeating the same damn passing phase I'd light a match and watch it burn your bridge a thousand times if it meant I didn't find you plaguing every fibre of my mind Keeping distance isn't easy With this weight I carry every day The only crutch I know that sealed my fate For what it's worth You buried all my trust With guilt and grief While walking out of my life to ease your twisted sense of feeling Finding nothing close to common With the burden in your heavy mind For what it's worth I'm losing every concept of sleep I never would've thought it'd be so hard to watch you leave For what it's worth I wasted so much of my time Chasing countless lies Tying loose ends and mending severed ties You're nowhere near a friend of mine I've tried so hard to make amends It's just another story where the ending is better left unsaid
9.
Stay 02:50
It's been a long time since we've locked eyes, And shared a long drive home, How will we ever know if we're meant to be alone? It's hard to see with my head pointed down, So if I see you around, Lend me a hand and help me drown. It always ended with my lack of better judgement, But you weren't around to teach me how, You didn't even make a sound, I always asked you to stay. But you left anyway, I've been looking for shade, But I'm stuck in the rain. Which never meant anything, To anyone at all. I've tried a thousand times to let this go, You and I both know I can't, But I'd never let that show. Maybe I'll just keep my distance, It's better than hopeless persistence, A bitter end to a worthless existence, When you're left alone to feel what loss is.
10.
Come Home 03:34
Ever since I was young Father told me son some day you'll be someone I don't know why Tell me why I always choke On the painful words we should've spoke Left alone so long ago To find my own way home Back to sleepless nights while barely breathing Falling short of everything I've ever tried achieving Tell mom I won't come home tonight I've failed too many times to get another try But they said to just give it time Cause I know one day you'll let me go Take the best parts of these past five years Lay them out in front of me Choke me till I cease to breathe Then I'll be gone Instead of wasting every breath On something useless that we never said Which leaves me all alone to wait for hope and cut this rope
11.
It couldn't get any worse And it doesn't get much better From what I have learned About all of the ways that bend my life right out of shape I've tried to keep sane And that's the closest thing to feeling safe And keeping pace with all this pain Why am I waiting for change? When I'm the only one who hasn't stayed the same And It just goes to show I never found my place to waste away Or room to grow Now it seems that there's no point in escaping From the way that everyone and everything around here constricts my sense of guidance like smoke that fills your lungs Looks like I'm at it again Forced to replace the fate that stays inside of my head Rather than live in regret And leave the means of coping to a pen Looks like I'm at it again Searching for ways to make these days come to an end Trying to move on and mend Instead of becoming just another loose end It's not like I don't have a place in my heart For all the wait that it took to compensate and rebuild all the things I lacked You know that if I could I'd take it back Pardon me For wanting to feel like something's Gonna change Because it all seems to stay the same All this time I've felt like nothing No matter how much time it takes I'll never learn from my mistakes I've read every single line And placed the blame on everybody's heart but mine inside my fucking mind Why can't I find what I won't deny

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released October 14, 2014

Recorded, Mixed and Mastered at Brambleton Sound by Sam Hillman
Additional Vocals on "Something Stable" by Christopher "Mikey" Kehr

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Take Care Frederick, Maryland

5 piece pop punk band from maryland

Matt Wilson - Guitar (@mattghf)
Spencer Cooper - Guitar
Adam Stone - Bass (@theaveragestone)
Daniel Macon - Drums (@danmaconbacon)
Tyler Hill - Vocals (@dingustyler)
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